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December 12th 2007

Mammogram and Ultrasound Dec. 13th

I just found out today that I am going in tomorrow for the mammogram and ultrasound.  The goal is to see how well chemo is working.  I am half-way through chemo, and they want to check the progress.   I am praying that they find nothing – that the tumor is gone!  I know God works miracles, and I pray He does one here.  I go in at 10:45.  They are “squeezing” me in 🙂 ,so I don’t know how long I’ll have to wait, but we’ll see.  It’s worth it.   I don’t expect to have results tomorrow, but will let you know when I do.  My next doctor’s appointment is scheduled for the 27th, but I’ll probably call (nag) sooner.

Update and more prayer requests:  I am very sad to tell you that my friend lost her baby.  She is devastated and resting at home.  I plan on hanging out with her soon.  In the past two days, I have found out that 3 people (friends of friends) have been diagnosed with breast cancer.  I don’t know if it’s because of my situation that I hear about it more, or if it really is becoming more prevalent.  One girl is my age.  I believe that all of them caught it early (less than 1 cm), so that’s a praise.  Please pray for them and their families.  This road is tough.

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December 11th 2007

Been a little tougher this time

Well, as is expected, it’s getting a little more challenging each time. The sores in my mouth went away! Praise! But since Thursday, I just haven’t been able to shake the queasy feeling. I’ve been able to eat, but have not felt that great. I am extremely fatigued right now as well. I spent the majority of the weekend on the couch or in my bed. We were truly blessed with the gift of rest this weekend. Jess, Martha and Risa were in town and took Kai on Saturday morning/afternoon and then on Sunday the Cortes family just came and picked up Kai for the afternoon and evening. It was a great gift! A huge Thank You goes out to them all. It was just what I needed. He had a great time, and I was able to get some much needed rest!

I hope that my energy returns, but if it doesn’t, then vacation (which begins on Friday for me) will be much cherished. Kai will be going to daycare as not to disrupt his schedule too much, and I will be resting/scrapbooking/shopping. I have done a lot of my shopping online this year. I just don’t have the energy to go out much and really should avoid the “germy” crowds.

Things are going pretty well; I just wanted to give you all an update. It’d be great to have some energy and a settled stomach, though.

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December 6th 2007

Today – So Far, So Good!

Well today was the third chemo treatment, and it went well.  No terrible reactions, and I’m feeling pretty good.  My friend, Sunshine was able to go with me and we watched “National Treasure” on a portable player (Thanks, Ken).   It made the time pass a bit more quickly.  One of the chatty ladies was there doing her FINAL treatment!  Yeah, there is an end to all of this.  I was nervous getting weighed.  I had gained 9 pounds in the three weeks between the 1st and 2nd treatments, but I held with no gain this time.  Sol says the weight gain is a good thing because most patients lose a significant amount, and I have been able to eat and keep it down.  I’ve had an appetite, when some have none.  I have the next blood test the day after Christmas, and I joked that my sugars would be through the roof!  The Nurse Practioner said he’s not concerned about my sugars (green light to eat anything I want? 🙂 ).  Wahoo!  Sol will keep me grounded…mostly!  😉

Some more good news – at the doctor’s appointment, he felt the tumor and agreed that it was definitely smaller and that it was harder to find defined edges.  Both are great news.  I’ll be having a mammogram and ultrasound in a couple weeks to get that hard evidence we all desperately desire.  Please pray that they find nothing!  Our God is in the business of miracles, and I believe that He is able to do whatever we ask or imagine.  

I’ve noticed that my taste buds are really effected the first day, so the delicious green bean caserole didn’t quite taste as wonderfully as it had on Monday (Mmmm to Lori and Beth)!   It has always come back to normal though; some patients lose the ability to taste for the entire time they have chemo…their food ends up tasting like cardboard.  I have been very thankful to enjoy my food!  Good thing!  So many people have been bring by such wonderful meals…thus the 9 pounds!  I don’t mind, really.  It’s not a time to diet!  I have years for that!

On a very personal note, I have a special prayer request for a friend that absolutely burdens my heart and brings me to tears.  She is 5 months pregnant and has found out through ultrasound that there are some major problems with the baby – including the baby’s brain and heart.  Her heart is broken, and she is worried.  She recently had a fetal MRI and is waiting on those results.  Please pray for a miracle in her unborn child.   I cry when I think about her dispair and her precious baby boy.  Please lift her up. 

Thank you,  you are all such wonderful people and an amazing support group.  I love you all,

Monica

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December 5th 2007

Tomorrow’s Chemo #3

I apologize for not posting this sooner.  I wanted Sol’s band to have the spotlight for a few days (make sure you vote:) ). 

This is my treatment week.  I had my blood work this morning (no big deal), tomorrow (Thursday) I have both my doctor’s appointment at 9 am and Chemo #3 at 10 am, and I have the White Blood Cell booster on Friday at 3.  I am feeling a bit nervous about chemo, but am praying that it goes as smoothly as the previous one.  

Thank you for all of your prayers as this treatment is the half-way point of my first round of chemo.  I will be having a mammogram and ultrasound sometime between this treatment and the next to see to what extent the tumor has shrunk.

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November 15th 2007

Chemo – Round 2 done!

Well, first of all, I want to thank you so much for your prayers. The past three days have gone so well. The blood test came back with great results. My white blood cell count was back to normal. One thing that many of you are aware of is that there are such things as Tumor Markers in the blood, but my blood tests don’t read abnormally in that area. He says that is sometimes the case, especially with Breast Cancer.

In just feeling the tumor, it is obvious that it is smaller! We are so pleased that God is moving to take care of me and eliminate this tumor. I know that he hears all of your prayers and that our mighty God, along with the mega-doses of chemo, are working!

As for today, chemo went so smoothly. My mother-in-law, Martha, went with me and prayed with me right before they started the IV. I had NO reactions to the meds this time. It was such a praise! There were so many people there. It seems that the chair across from us was the chatty seat. Both ladies that sat there while I was being treated, were loud, funny and super talkative! They were entertaining everyone with their stories! Both ladies had defeated their breast cancers and were in a maintenance phase of treatment. They were getting HR2 which goes with hormonal receptive cancers (mine is not). It made the time pass quickly, although not very restfully.

After the treatment, I was feeling fine, so we went over to the American Cancer Society to try on wigs. They give every person who walks in their doors a free wig. I have been thinking about getting one for those times when I want to go out in public and not have people staring at me, or time when I want to dress up and no hat matches the occasion. We took some pictures and will be posting those soon. You have to choose from the selection that they have on-hand, and they were expecting to get more in by Monday, so I put my name on one but will go back in and see what else they have!

So that is it for now. Tomorrow we’ll see how I feel. I might go to work, but for sure I’ll have the White Blood Cell Booster shot.

Thank you for all of your prayers and encouragement. God is good – all the time!

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October 30th 2007

Bone Pain

Today was pretty rough! Things have been fine until last night. I woke up every hour and didn’t get much sleep. As a result, I was pretty tired today, but about 10:00 am I started having bone pain. They said it was a side effect of the chemo, but I didn’t expect anything new to hit me 6 days after chemo. I have never had this sort of pain before. It is really quite painful. It feels like I am being squished. It is mainly affecting my lower back and hips. My mother-in-law is here, and if you know her at all, you know she gives great massages. She gave me a massage which helped a lot. I plan on taking an over-the-counter sleep aid (Tylenol PM) tonight; hopefully it will help with both issues. Please pray that this pain goes away quickly and that I can sleep.

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October 26th 2007

Original Diagnosis Clarification

I’ve received a handful of emails with questions as to what Monica’s actual diagnosis was and if we knew what stage of cancer she was considered to be in.  Since many of you simply received a generic email letting you know that she has breast cancer, it seems there is some confusion as to the details.  I’ll try to clarify this here with a few details.

Background:
Monica had detected a small lump a few months ago, but brushed it off due to all the body changes that occur after having recently given birth.  Sometime in September, what was a small, barely perceptible lump grew at an alarming rate.  By the end of September, you could actually see the lump from the outside as if there was a baseball in there.  When she went to the doctor, she was sent for further investigation to the breast health center here in Whittier.  An ultrasound of the area revealed “suspicious tissue” and a biopsy was done.

That next week we were given the news that the tissue was indeed malignant, but they couldn’t tell how large the tumor was due to the density of the surrounding tissue.  What they did see initially in the biopsy, however, was alarming. 

Diagnosis:
The diagnosis was of “inflitrating ductal carcinoma”.  Here’s a link to a more formal interpretation of that diagnosis, but it basically means that the cancer cells are invading other cells (infiltrating and invasive are synonymous) and that they started in the milk ducts.  So far, lymph node tissues are also “suspicious” but they won’t be able to tell conclusively until surgery.  After getting an MRI, the size of the tumor was revealed to be about 11 cm.

The pathology report also showed “grade III (poorly differentiated to undifferentiated [cells]) wiht extensive hemorrhagic infarction of the tumor”[sic].  We were told that according to the Scarff-Bloom-Richardson cell grading scale, Monica’s cells registered a total score of 9 which gave her the “grade III” report above.  Check out the charts at the bottom of this page for an explanation of what it all really means.  Essentially, it means that her particular tumor is growing rapidly and is as aggressive as they come.

Obviously this wasn’t good news, and our rollercoaster had begun.  There are actually quite a few more details, but the bottom line is that every doctor we talked to (and we talked to many) said that we were dealing with a life or death situation and that she needed treatment as soon as possible.

Normally, the first order of business for breast cancer would be some sort of surgery.  Women usually get the choice of doing a lumpectomy (removal of only the cancerous tissue) or a full mastectomy, then possibly either chemotherapy, radiation, or both.  When we saw the oncologist (cancer doctor), he suggested that she begin chemotherapy first instead of having the surgery first.  The thought was that since the cancer cells are so aggressive, chemo could kill any extraneous cells found elsewhere in her body that are too small to be detectable before they start growing rapidly in that new spot.  If she were to have surgery first, there could be time during her surgery recovery for other potential cancer spots to grow.

The good news that we have since found out is that there isn’t any detectable cancer in any of her other organs.  This implies that we did catch it relatively early since it hasn’t spread, but that it really is growing at a phenomenal rate.  We have not been explicitly told what stage of cancer she is in, but due to the size of the tumor and the suspicious lymph tissue she is likely in the beginning of Stage III.  Here is a link to a breakdown of breast cancer stages.  It is considered “locally advanced”.

Now you can understand why we wanted every praying person we know to start praying.  Matthew 18:19 says “Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven.”  So, it looks like we have a few more than two agreeing that we want Monica healed, therefore we expect God’s promise to hold true, and we are excited that she will soon be back to normal and this will al be over!

Thanks for reading this long story… we love you!

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October 25th 2007

Woke Up Feeling Fine!

Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers. This morning I woke up and surveyed my feelings and body. I expected to be running to the bathroom, but instead I laid there and felt normal. I was actually surprised. I ate a few Graham Crackers and drank some water before moving around. I felt fine. It was a pleasant surprise. So I got up, took a shower, ate some food and went to work. It has been a good day so far, but I’ve heard that fatigue hits you harder about day 3 or 4. I go in today for a white blood cell booster shot at 2 pm. Then I’ll probably go home and rest.

Kai is staying longer at daycare, so that I can just sit down for a while without having to worry about what he’s getting into. My mom is here until Saturday and then we’ll have more company in and out for a while. It has been such a blessing having her here. Kai still isn’t sleeping through the night. It’s getting better, but he is still waking a few times a night. Sol and I have been able to rest the night through, thanks to my mom.

So for now, I’m feeling fine and am going to go day by day. We’ll keep you posted!

Monica

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October 24th 2007

Chemo – Day 1

Well today I began chemo at 8:30 am. The chairs were really cushy and comfortable…good thing because I was there for 4 hours. They adminstered an anti-nausea medication and then the three drugs in this order Adriamycin, Cytoxan, and Taxotere. Everything was going fine until about 4 minutes into the Taxotere. I started feeling dizzy, then my chest felt constricted and my face turned the color of a strawberry in about 5 seconds. They turned off the IV and immediately injected benadryl into it. They waited for me to return to normal and slowed down the drip. It was fine after that. It just took a little longer because they were going slower. It was a really a scary experience, and hopefully it won’t happen again. They said they’ll give me Benadryl before I start anything next time.

As for how I’m feeling – I feel fine. A little sleepy from a Benadryl hangover, but I just finished eating and it seems (for now) that I’ll be fine. I’ve heard that it takes a few days for all of the side-effects to kick in, if your going to experience any at all. I’m praying that I won’t have any! I am almost guaranteed to lose all of my body hair…no more shaving (looking on the bright side, right?)! I’m thinking of having a head shaving/hat/scarf party. So if you are in the area, keep an eye out for a date! I’m not sure how I will feel about being bald…but what can I do? I’m planning on just sporting it, but I’m afraid I have a funny-shaped head! 🙂 We’ll see in about 14 days!

Thank you for all of your prayers. I know that the Lord is listening and answering them.

Love to you all,
Monica

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October 19th 2007

After all the Tests…

Well, the week is finally over. I have had so many tests, and I can’t even begin to describe my week. It has been a roller coaster of emotions and full of needles, IVs and injections. I know that your prayers are reaching heaven’s door because there is a peace present in my spirit that I don’t understand. I should be a pile of mush, but instead I am sleeping, laughing, and looking ahead. I am on a doctor’s restriction not to lift anything over 15 pounds (Kai weighs 27), and now am radioactive and not allowed to hold Kai for any period of time over the next 2 days. It has been so difficult not being able to comfort, snuggle with, or play with my child – a source of my joy.

I have some good news to report from the CT scan and the Echocardiogram. The doctor called and said that the CT scan showed no sign of cancer on any of my internal organs. Praise the Lord! The technician for the Echocardiogram said that I have the heart of a teenager, so I guess that’s good news, too!

Today I had the bone scan…too bad it wasn’t the density scan. Instead, I was injected with radioactive material and then came back 3 hours later for the scan. I won’t have the results on that for a few days, but am scheduled to begin chemo on Wednesday at 8:30 am. I am going back to work on Monday and am going to try to work as much as I can. I know that some days are going to be harder than others, but we’re going to give it a shot.

Thanks for all your support and for all of the encouragement! We’ll keep you posted!

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