January 20th 2009 10:00 am


I woke up this morning excited to finally get something going in terms of treatment.  My side has been aching, I’ve been on pain meds for a week, and I want to see those tumors gone!  My drugs were being delivered today – I was happy.  At about 9:15, I got a phone call from Florida.  The lady on the phone was calling to let me know that for some reason my prescription wasn’t sent out yesterday, so I wouldn’t be getting it until tomorrow.  I started crying.  I was so angry.  How does that happen…and why does it have to happen to me?  I even called yesterday to make sure they were open and would be sending it out!!!  I asked if they could same day deliver it to me; she said no because they’re in Florida.  (I’m sure there is a way!)

Anyway, I sit here now, frustrated and upset that I have to wait one more day.  It has been over 4 weeks since my last treatment!  This cancer is so aggressive, that I know the tumors are growing as we wait!!!  What a frustrating beginning to my day!  

Please pray that the drugs get here early tomorrow and that I can move past this oversight and not be angry about it.  It’s not healthy to carry that with me.  



3 Responses to “ARE YOU SERIOUS?????”

  1. MaryAnn on 20 Jan 2009 at 10:38 am #

    Sweetheart! I too am angry about this! I have been praying for today to come faster and for you to start your meds. I’ll be on my knees again for you today! I love you and your honesty through this ordeal. Thank you for sharing so openly so we can pray for your specific needs!


  2. amirkhajavi123 on 20 Jan 2009 at 12:35 pm #

    Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding. I know this verse is way easier to quote than actually live. But your testimony is amazing. For the Lord to approve your medication to be paid for is miraculous. If God can pay for it, then God can also get it to you. Remember, God is in control of everything. He knows when the medication is going to be there and He also knows what is going on in your body. May the Lord grant you and Sol with peace and comfort.

    Amir Khajavi

  3. gadbois on 20 Jan 2009 at 4:24 pm #

    Hi Monica,

    Think how GREAT it is that you got this drug and it’s not costing you $6,000!!!

    We sure missed you today at bible study and we’re praying for you.

    Laurie Gadbois

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