August 12th 2009 10:51 pm

3 Months

Yesterday was three months.  I didn’t plan on writing anything because I shy away from “bumming people out” with a sad post.  A lot of my posts recently have been cute little episodes and exchanges between Kai and I.  However, many people the last two days have been asking how I’m really doing, so I guess I should come clean.

It’s getting harder.  Things have slowed down, the fog has lifted, and the loneliness factor is unavoidable.  For the first time in my life I can say that I am genuinely sad; even depressed.  I don’t have any clear remedy.  Work has been extremely stressful and Kai is 3 years old; enough said there.

Pray for a light at the end of the tunnel…


2 Responses to “3 Months”

  1. CherylGregSimoneMarcus on 13 Aug 2009 at 8:35 am #

    You have been on my heart a lot lately. I’ve been praying. There is no clear or quick remedy as a dear friend reminded me this week regarding missing Monica. For you I can’t imagine the depths you find yourself. For me it hits at unexpected moments. Some reminder or shared memory of Monica. All I can say is I’m with you (along with others) even when you think you’re alone… and so is Jesus.

    Love you brother,

  2. MaryAnn on 18 Aug 2009 at 4:41 pm #

    We continue to pray for you and Kai. Thank you for sharing the fun moments with Kai and the real moments of you. We want to pray as specific as we can and these posts help.

    Kelly & MaryAnn

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