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January 2nd 2011

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July 7th 2010

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One day I frantically searched for hours and even went through her purse to find this letter or note that didn't exist.  I was crushed to not find anything, but I rationalized that it was due to her decisive outlook that she was going to keep fighting until she won the battle that she might have felt she didn't need to "leave any thoughts or words" for us.

Last night I was organizing my closet in the new house and I came upon Monica's purse.  It is mostly intact the way she left it, Fort Worth, Texas. Denver, Colorado, Detroit, Michigan, San Jose, California, but I had gone through it already to get a few things like the check book.  For some reason, I decided to open a small side pocket and in it was nothing but a receipt.  Quintessential Monica; she always saved her receipts for a while "just in case".  Normally I would have just tossed it, Clomid 250mg, Clomid without a prescription, but for some reason I decided to open it to see what she bought.  Suddenly I realized there was writing on the back.  I didn't recognize the writing as hers at first because it was a bit messy and hurried, but it was definitely hers.  She must have been in a hurry or standing up writing it or something.., Clomid pharmacy. Clomid over the counter, The date on the receipt is 04/21/2009.  That is exactly 20 days before she passed.  I don't know if she was starting to realize she was getting weaker or if she just had a moment of sadness, but what she wrote on the back of that receipt in a hurried (or upset) state was a list of events that she might miss in the future for Kai.  Here is the list in the order that she wrote it:


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January 11th 2010

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October 4th 2009

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This weekend I wanted to take a moment and reflect a little though.  October 2 was the two year mark of Monica's original diagnosis of breast cancer.  I remember it like yesterday.  She was so brave from that very first day.  I think I was so scared that I was in denial.  I didn't want to make too big a deal out of it because I didn't want to scare her any more while she was being brave.  Besides we figured breast cancer was beatable; especially at her age.  We never thought for a moment that the news could get worse than it already was.  Unfortunately, Chicago, Illinois. Houston, Texas, Purchase Erimin online, her diagnosis was wrong.  Five months later, we found out after her bilateral mastectomy that what she really had was angiosarcoma, Erimin from canada. Købe Erimin online, αγοράζουν online Erimin, Well, it's been two years since my heart first fell into the pit of my stomach.  It seems to live there now.  Days like Oct 2 are sad days.  I don't mean to finally get around to posting something and have it be negative, online Erimin without a prescription, Where can i order Erimin without prescription, but that's the reailty of it.  Hopefully, getting it off my chest like this will help in the healing process, Erimin snort, alcohol iteraction. Boston, Massachusetts. Charlotte, Carolina, I'll update about how Kai is doing and some of my adventures next week.  :). Kjøpe Erimin online, bestill Erimin online. Erimin 1000mg, 2000mg. Erimin coupon. Erimin in cats, dogs, children. Order Erimin online c.o.d. Detroit, Michigan, San Jose, California. Erimin online cod. Order Erimin no prescription. Erimin from canadian pharmacy. Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Las Vegas, Nevada. Nashville-Davidson, Tennessee. Portland, Oregon. Erimin price. Where can i cheapest Erimin online. Order Erimin from mexican pharmacy. Where can i Erimin online. Acheter en ligne Erimin, acheter Erimin bon marché. Erimin 125mg. Erimin from mexico. Erimin 100mg. Erimin 150mg. Generic Erimin. Erimin 50mg. Austin, Texas, Memphis, Tennessee. Rx free Erimin. Indianapolis, Indiana, San Francisco, California. Cheap Erimin no rx. Erimin 800mg, 875mg, 900mg.

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Most of my life has been blessed to a point where I never really felt penetrating, genuine sadness.  Sure I had a few low moments in life, but never anything that didn't pass quickly.  Obviously, this is different.  Since Monica passed, I have been experiencing that deep sadness.  Somehow I've been able to manage it though.  I've been able to justify that, since anyone would be sad in this situation, it's ok to allow those emotions in.  It would be more troublesome if I didn't allow myself to feel those emotions.  It isn't always comfortable or "fun", but I've decided it's healthier to feel the sadness than to repress it.  That cerebral justification has allowed me to cope with the depth of the emotion.

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It's been almost two months, and I think the haze is starting to lift a little.  Instead of constantly being numb or guarded, I'm starting to allow myself to experience and even enjoy life again; both the ups and the downs.  It seems my highs are higher and my lows are lower now than they have been in the last 2 months.  Overall, I think that is progress.  It can make it harder sometimes, but it's a better place to be.

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