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Hmm. How do you answer that? There's the safe "hanging in there", or the "some times are better than others", but I think those are more like polite responses. I don't think anyone (others or myself) really has the time to answer that in passing anyways, and I'm not sure that most would really feel comfortable really hearing it. When I was in third grade, a local Indian chief from a San Joaquin valley tribe called the Yokuts came to visit our class. He came to talk about his culture, but the one thing I'll never forget that he talked about was how our society is willing to make a greeting out of an important question like "How are you?" and not expect anything meaningful in return. His argument was that we ought to really care how people are doing, but instead we're satisfied with just being polite. I don't think he would be happy with me as I give my safe/polite answers. ;-) I don't mind the question and I appreciate people's concern, but I'm usually not ready to give an answer without pulling up a chair and a box of puffs tissues.
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